Sunday, October 31, 2010

For What I Could Never Own

Surrounded by a melee
Of loved ones, kin and friends
Still I look beyond
Searching for the unknown

Even in crowd, I am all alone
A handful proffered
Yet my hands do not come together
To cup the things that I owned

My restless soul
I do not find peace
Even with myself
Nor with anyone else

Now I dread life
With each passing day
It draws near
To the final truth

There is no love
Yet, I do not fear
I am already dead
In spirit, all feelings have bled

I yearn for happiness
My darkened soul
Though will go to hell
For I deserve no pity

My heart aches for love
Love I spurned
Still I look beyond
For what I could never own

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

The work and effort you put in is commendable.
It triggered a thought though we are surrounded with all our loved ones family , friends, spouse , gal friends/ boy friends But still Why are we alone. Why cant we find peace.... things I could never answer.